This originally was gonna be a rant about how challenging following your dreams can be sometimes (I'm sure it's the same in any creative field). But sparing myself the embarrassment, I deleted all of it. All a lot of lines like, "Don't give up!" and "F everyone that doesn't believe in you" stuff.
So I'll just boil all I wrote into this: Man...you go through some tough days.
I mean, Jesus Christ...you can feel your Heart fist-fighting with your Brain sometimes.